My WORDS are my TEARS; these WORDS are my FEAR !!

R.I.P.
Kevin "TrackBully" Harris

man; this is the craziest mess ever
im so upset, hurt, sad, angry, confused
my thoughts & my emotions are all over the place right now
maaan; like all he wanted to do was make beautiful
music. thats it !!! i swear even if i tried my hardest
i couldnt think of anything negative to say about him
he was one of the sweetest people i know.

im so angry; like i hate the saying
" the good ones die young"
whyyyy?

im gonna miss him sooo much; like no one
really understands...

the only person that i could call at 2am & talk mess to.lol
the only person that talked mess back :)
only person that could make me laugh when
i called myself being mad.lol
SUPER DORK :)

ill never be able to get his voice, smile, or laugh
out of my head...

so many memories; like when i was sick
he brought me chocolate ice cream & literally
sat around with me allll day :)

like when me, him, bran, jimmique, & tyler
went to six flags...one of the best days EVER

like watching him work in the studio
it made me happy just seeing him do what he loved

when i hugged you; didnt know it would
be the last time id feel your embrace
when i called you; didnt know it would
be the last time id hear your voice
when i saw you; didnt think it would
be the last time id see you smile
or hear you laugh
:(

as hard as it is; i know the days will get better

you were truly something special
& im so grateful to have been apart of your life

(i love you & you'll forever be in my heart)
ps; me & bran still waiting on our clown fits. lol :)

"MY BULLY" :)


-almost a year later; and im just realizing that you leaving us
is all apart of God's plan. we may not understand it; but he took you
for a reason...your free from the heartache and pain of this world.

for ever in my heart :)

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